Suddendly 12 again

This is like totally pathetic! I feel like a 12 year old again, just because of a guy. Damn, Mel, where’s your brain gone?

To tell you the whole story. I have a crush on some guy. Nothing new, right? Anyway, I unfortunatly don’t see him as often as I would like, ’cause he seems to work on call. So I haven’t seen him in weeks, which was driving me crazy, but yesterday, finally, I saw him again. At first I didn’t really recognize him, but then I did, awww.

Thing is, I dunno what to do. I would love to ask him out, but what if he said no? I still would see him – if I see him and there  also wouldn’t be a way to avoid that.

What also bothers me a little bit is, that he actually isn’t my type. Although, I don’t have a (specific) type. Now Anja would probably interupt me and say I do have a (specific) type in guys, yes. Ginger hair, creative, smart… Oh my, I know. ANYWAY, he doesn’t fit into this “type”. But I still go for him.

I also hate it when I don’t know anything about my crush. No name, no age, zero. In school, you asked your teachers, older friends, you had the chance to get to know them, but now, there’s nobody who gets you information. details. Do a little bit of stalking. LOL.

So, any guesses, ideas, hints? You are very much welcome to enter my unanswered love(?)

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